It's FUCKED UP WEDNESDAY. Oh yes, I'm fucking pissed right now with my work. My bossini staff totally sucks. Have been working there for almost 3 weeks & I suffer the pain alot & I need t fucking endure until next year april. Deep down in my heart, I feel like quitting. Yes, I really do. But just because of my school & studies, I stay. So I thought Ita is a good manager as well. Yet, the worst! Anna & Ita is just the same. Both fucked up! What I've been doing this 3 weeks at work? Just fold shirts, pants & etc, & just serve customer. Tt's all. From the first day till now, I did nothing, just tt. So issit retail is like this? Or maybe I'm a new staff & tt's why they didn't teach me anything. To be honest from what I see. My manager is favoritism person. Always talk their old staff rather than making friends w me. Like HELLO bitch, I'm gonna be working there for 1 year & you're not gonna talk t me or something? Please, what kind of BOSSINI staff is this? I think Carrefour is better. Or yes, MORE BETTER. To be honest, I KNOW NOTHING. They don't even teach me anything. & when I ask them question, they get pissed & can't be bothered to answer. You didn't teach me anything & when I ask you guys question, you get pissed & can't be bothered? Whos fault? Issit my fault or your fault? I know, I shouldn't depend so much things on you guys. You expect me to learn by my ownself when you guys don't even talk to me? Not tt I don't know anything. Some I know, Some I don't know. So Ita raise her voice to me when I didn't mop the floor? Ohh! Issit my job? I thought it will always be fair & square.
1; wipe mirror.
2; vacum.
3; mop.
& every day take turns. So today my job is to wipe the mirror. Because I did the rest last few days. & in the shop only, me, Ita & shima. Shima did the vacum. & you are suppose to do the mop ain't you? & you make me do it? I'm pissed off. Your work is to mop & you raise your voice to me & ask me to mop? Like seriously. & you can't even to talk to me & ask me to go for break. You ask shima to tell me to go for break. & whats more, you can just simply tell me t shut the door shop. But then no, you ask shima to do it when she's vacuuming & I'm just there folding shirts. I make up my mind, to do things automatically instead of you guys ask me to do this & tt. Because you guys shows tt you want me to do things automatically. I will do my own work, you do yours. I'm gonna put my eye on you guys & see how you guys work & I'm gonna follow tt way. IMM bossini staff is only me, peiyi, shima, ahh loo, anna & ita. & to be only honest, among this 5 people, I'm only fine with peiyi & shima. Thanks shima to teach me a lil bit things. & I want 2013 to come real soon, because I want to get the fuck out from BOSSINI. I will never want to continue working there. Never will.
MIDDLE FINGER UP TO YOUR FACE!
Where were you when I needed you the most?
Is this how you show to me that you care for me,
& you will always be there for me?
